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Two days 'till Valentine's Day. What to do. As with most people, Valentine's Day has never lived up to the hype for me. This year has distinct possibilities. I will be hanging out with Mr. Stonecold. I'm trying very hard not to set expectations, but I want it to be sweet and romantic. I want him to open up. I want him to tell me about the feelings that are obviously there.

He won't. Which leaves open the question what am I supposed to do? Am I supposed to recognize Valentine's Day? Should I get him something? Should I do something? If I do and he doesn't will that make things weird?

I don't know what I'll do. I spose I'll figure it out. Damn I hate the media hype surrounding commercial holidays. It makes me feel insecure.