I hate drama. I know, if anyone has followed my blog at all in the past few weeks that may be hard to believe. But I truly hate drama. Most of the time I will do my best to avoid drama. Generally, my reaction is to drop off the face of the earth until the drama dies down. I'm just not into drama.
But holy shit. Drama, drama, drama. The nice thing is that the bulk of the drama in my life has truly played out here. I have the opportunity to receive unbiased 3rd party opinions. I have intelligent people who comment and leave me kind words of advice. But I really, truly, have wanted to avoid all drama at all costs.
Unfortunatly the last month has forced me to actually deal with the drama. I have wanted to nuke the blog a million times, but when it comes right down to it I like my blog. My blog will outlast all the drama. Sometimes I say things that people don't want to see. Sometimes, by reading my blog, people may learn more about me than they ever wanted to know. But the truth of the matter remains. It is my blog and it's not going anywhere.
I think the best way to not get caught up in all the drama is just not to play. Drama must be created, cultivated. Drama lives inside the minds of the actors. I will not play a part in that production. I will not be an actor. I will not follow the script. I will not dress up, or play a fictitional part that was not created by me alone. If I wanted to be drama girl I would have named myself such.
Thus is the law, sayith law girl.
3 comments:
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Good job.
"So let it be written! So let it be done!"
I think deleting blogs is a mistake. They are evolving things. You don't destroy a garden because it gets a few weeds. You do things to try to keep the weeds at bay and keep on gardening.
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